I'm a Roller Coaster

LISTENING TO: SECRET GARDEN - BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN


Good grief. Earlier today I was composing a peppy blog about sun shining and positive outlooks and focusing on all the good in life. And I am still willing that girl to stick around. She's been spending time as CMO/CSO of the company lately and loving it! I totally miss PR and I'm glad to be spending my days doing it again, along with Buying and Event Planning. Albeit, stressful doing all jobs at once. I need an intern. A free one.

I digress.

I sit drinking my diet coke feeling cute following my monthly Bliss appointment. I feel sexy. I'm excited about tonight! Party at the boutique down the street followed by cheap bottle of wine at the wine bar, trolley ride home. Grand total of $25 down and a fun night!

AND my jumper came today! The one I obsessively posted about before with the harem pants? It's here! Now I don't know if I want to wear that or the 30 & flirty dress and boots! I need my friend to come over early and dress me!

However, then I get another bill from another procedure. I am only $650 away from my $3000 out of pocket max for the entire year. And to pay the bill, I can't renew my season tickets for my alma mater on the hill. I want to throw something. I can't imagine an entire season without tickets! Without the games! I went to every game for the last 2 years!! Before that I followed them because I lived 1,000 miles away from here. I am just so peeved!

But then again, I'm healthy-ish. I'm at least getting treatment for everything I need. And at least I hadn't already bought the tickets and then not had the money for this bill.

And the sun is, in fact, shining. And I will share a bottle of wine with my super hot girlfriend and look cute. We'll take pictures.

I think I need a run. I'm getting addicted.