What a difference a day makes. I am so glad that everything was settled, organized and cleaned last night for a peaceful, happy little home. It has not been a good day. I'm not sure I could have handled it otherwise.
I woke up to an email with a revised 60-page lease. No coffee, no shower and an hour later, I finished reading and sat down with Scotty to review before I called the agent to discuss.
Headache began at a dull ache.
After getting stuck with emails since it was now 9am, I finally showered, only to finish the conversation with agent in time for lunch. Still no coffee.
Headache reaches behind the eyes.
I got a small cup from downstairs in the lobby, forfeiting my plan to barracade myself at Borders and work on our Marketing Plan. Hopefully tomorrow. Been postponing since last Monday.
Headache the same.
Made lunch. Leftover dry chicken from 4 days ago dinner mixed with too much ranch and iceberg. No Sugar Added Klondike Ice Cream sandwich. Watched 20 min of the MTV Movie Awards.
Headache actually getting better.
Opened up the Hoover Dam from inside my eyelids after a phone call from my pump company. My "estimate" of $500 for the pump was incorrect. Now that I already own it and have been wearing it for over a month, it's $2500. Oh, and don't forget the $50 in pathology I still owe for my mini surgery and the $250 for the surgery itself and the $205 I was just billed from my endocrinologist and the $50 copay for my appt next week.
Headache erupted into severe pressure. Mascara streaming down my face. Breathe in heaving sobs. Had to wash my face twice to ease the dry burning from wiping away the ridiculous floodgates of emotion that continued for about 30 minutes, simultaneous with an absolute pity party.
Working for the next 4 hours and a diet coke and I feel numb. I'm going to go paint my fingernails black, drink some wine and watch the Bachelorette with leftover birthday steak for dinner. Don't you wish you were me?
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