Perspective

I'm not going to lie; it has been a rough year. I've worked harder than I ever thought possible. And what sucks is the voice in the back of my head telling me it's not enough. Well, sometimes it's a voice out loud too. I think that I can't be the only person working this hard and maybe I'm just a wuss about it.

But then I see posts from friends about how they tried a new restaurant, or went to the gym or planned an arts and crafts night with friends and I think - do they just continue on when I tire out? Or is my life completely imbalanced with work and no down time? I feel like I'm closing in on having to make a life choice and I wish someone would just alleviate a few things and I won't have to.

I know there are many worse things out there and people working harder and suffering more, but I am tired, sore and broken down and it's enough for me. I'm just working really hard at my perspective. Really hard ...