I don't think I can make it through an afternoon lately without a Sugar Free Red Bull. I was in love before going to LA, but now I'm full-blown addicted. But now even the taste of it puts me in a better mood.
Today is on the more stressful side of life. Business is beyond slow. Weather is oppressive-hot with no end in sight. Bills are piling up personally and professionally. My relationship that was doing fantastically better is buckling a bit under all the pressure of finances and work. I just need everything to stop for a moment so that I can walk away, take a deep breath and come back. Walk away, take a deep breathe and come back. (I actually took a couple deep breaths while writing it, hence the repetition).
Do other people react to their jobs like me? I had an incredibly intense job in NYC due to the fact that my boss hated me. Apparently, it's not so bad anymore. It really was just me she hated. But my friends enjoy their jobs and I don't ever remember a desk job making me feel this physically drained and exhausted or absolutely end-of-my-rope stressed out. I guess bc I didn't own those companies.
Touche.
I have to learn to calm down and for now, one thing that helps is my SF Red Bull. And so it goes as I pop the top again.
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