One, my body is so physically wiped that I can't even sleep at night. My muscles are in a constant state of pain. I'm wearing workout gear and tennis shoes every day just to keep walking. I lie on a heating pad each night just to fall asleep - although I never stay there more than two hours. I am the definition of exhausted. I have no energy and no desire to find any. I'm wiped. I don't know how else to say it.
Two, the insane success of the store has me running all day every day. I barely have time to step back and look at what's happening. I have to make myself enjoy it, but when I do look up, I am humbled. I can't believe this thought in my head two years ago has turned into an actual business, thriving and growing every minute.
But I'm too tired to continue. I must sit and stare into space because I have 3 hours before my part-time girl arrives and I leave for not one, but two friend's celebrations this evening. I love them, but don't want anything save my sweats!
Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Somewhere between church and cleaning the entire apartment, I will get a chance to slow down and do nothing.
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